Fighting the urge to gorge on anything I can get my hands on today. It's been awhile since I've had a struggle this intense. Awhile as in a week or so. Which is really good for me since I used to gorge on something almost daily. And the choice to walk away from that "control" has been a serious test of will.
I had hit a plateau in the weight loss once I started adding in weights. Had been at 154 for 3 weeks I think. But, my body was/is still shrinking so I knew I was doin ok. And then this morning I went in and had finally gotten down to 153 from 154. I was super excited to break through the barrier..but then about an hour later the little gorging demon started chiming in. And then he brought friends. And they brought friends. But I brought the Ultimate Friend. And with my Daddy God's help, not only did I not give into the gorge, I actually ate less than normal. So, as the Bible says: "GET BEHIND ME SATAN!" I'm not foolin around with that dude anymore. He had his fun with me for long enough. In every situation we have a choice. I'm choosing to move forward, eyes firmly focused on the prize.
We'll chat soon..